Sunday, July 09, 2006

i want to learn music.
i want to walk along the beach.
i want to do what i like.
i want to find you.
i want to buy a car.
i want to walk around and feel inspired.
i want to smile and really do feel it.
i want to sit around and say Life's beautiful.

Friday, July 07, 2006

Love's Beautiful.

i woke up on the bus to the mesmerising sound of music. i always like the sensation felt to wake up to that one piece of music and remain tied to it for the next couple of hours or even days. Love for something - anything - is beautiful. ofcos people say we live for the people we love; what about the others. dont you have love for your passion? dont u love the idea of a breezy sun? do we only live for the people we love? apparently not.... for me.

But of course almost everything is made up of human beings.
Relationships, feelings, bonds, love...
to Countries, institutes, corporations, neighbourhoods, governments...
to Regulations, standards, commitments, concepts...
to religion, beliefs, behaviour...
to Sand, technology, door, food, bed...

when you think of the fact that every single interaction is the result of human revolution, when the fact that the earth is working in this manner because of humans, that you are no different from the others who are making incidents work and when you force yourself to embrace the fact that you are the one in control of everything thats going to happen.

then where did all the problems go?

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

我很想... 開心 地笑.

其實也不是甚麼容易的事.

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

有時候不是說不需要, 其實還是很需要, 只是... 累了.

當你認為值得你去熱愛, 去珍惜的東西一件一件地讓你失望的時候...
會想退一步, 會想讓腦子靜一靜...

但比竟是你曾經用很多光陰換回來的, 所以大概還會重新拾起來吧...

Sunday, July 02, 2006

u know when fondness of somebody arrives so pure and real that it is beyond control. sometimes it is a blessing to be able to experience such ornate beauty.

then the reality kicks in. and even though its beyond control for u to choose, its adamant u distance urself away and seek shelter. however reprieve arrives and u require godlike interference.

yea sometimes blessing comes in such lavish appearances u do not even recognise. and your provider & companion in this blessed trail calls for your callous, you are not obliged; but stunned by your callowness.