i think Time flies and in a certain not-so-tedious way maybe people do fly past too. and its pretty often that happens.

was talking to mummy the other night and she is super damn stupid. hahahahahahahahaha. see.


Ohmmm... Mummy aka Tanya says:
Honestly, I just miss writing, the making music part.

Ohmmm... Mummy aka Tanya says:
sometimes being on the road..and talking and talking..I just miss being creative.

Adangling carrotG says:
ohh... i didnt noe u were an organisation and makin so much money. whahahahahah

Ohmmm... Mummy aka Tanya says:
WHAT?

Adangling carrotG says:
walau... u nt singaporean ah.

Adangling carrotG says:
dun even noe our own company. can fight apple leh...

Adangling carrotG says:
LOL

Ohmmm... Mummy aka Tanya says:
I see you as a superbly talented musician, but your brain is really filled with rubbish.

Ohmmm... Mummy aka Tanya says:
join my yoga lessons

Adangling carrotG says:
what shit u tokin bout... u really dunno ah

Adangling carrotG says:
eh u damn dumb leh... wah ... aiyah... dunno wad to say

Adangling carrotG says:
actually mine was damn lame also... whahahahah but the fact that u dunno also damn stupid. NO is SUPER STUPID.

Ohmmm... Mummy aka Tanya says:
huh?

Ohmmm... Mummy aka Tanya says:
aren't you talking about some children cartoon show?

Ohmmm... Mummy aka Tanya says:
if not how can a building fight an apple?

Adangling carrotG says:
blardy hell... kick you back to taiwan la... u give up the citizenship here la.

Adangling carrotG says:
CREATIVE.

Adangling carrotG says:
nmind. my blood all on the floor i must go mop already.

Adangling carrotG says:
bye

its actually not very farnie now that i read it again. but copy also copy already. Kan Kai dian bah.

Annoyed; abel


I really am annoyed. I can't put up the song :( grrrrrrrr....
Nothing much to update actually. Just pretty peeved. DUB! mummy's entry looks a little too much like mine. ;)

Speaking of Mummy, do you miss her? She was telling me how much she truly is a bona fide cavewoman. How she dosen't realise that one week has passed until people wished her having a great weekend online. And how she's been having the same routine of wake up and write and wake up. Life looks good on her side though, just a lil update on Mummy in case you were wondering.

We were discussing about meeting up with you during the thing coming up. And how i am going to deliberately arrange you and yl's occasional meetup. goot goot! She's so pretty and sizzling hot, you cannot resist her charm and go around breaking girls' hearts again. Poor poor agnes, This brat don't deserve you at all! I really should stop my nonsense.



Hmm... what else.

i've learnt that there are people who would want to be someone else. THAT IS JUST BLOODY FREAKY. GET A FREAKING LIFE.

then again, i'm freakin abel, how does that make me freakin different?

it doesn't.

but then i'm abel.

Watched Transamerica quite some time back. I remember posting something like this, but its gone now. Anyways Felicity Huffman was truly, madly amazing. How can a woman, be so convincingly transsexual?????????????

I watched it with intent. Her voice, her 'manly' facial expressions, and the way she tried to overcompensate her 'masculinity' with deliberate pats to her hair. It was like fresh linen in the over-used patent leather shop. Not sexy, not entirely inspiring, but oh so delightful.

please watch

Why do pple only cherish when its gone?
How does it help to realise something is important, but when its gone?
Will salvaging something help, when its gone?
Can it be the same when its been once lost?

Yea...
"cause you never think the last time is the last time, you think there is more."

i took you for granted. I took you for granted so much that i didnt realise you were slowly shifting away from me. I told you you should have taken me for granted too, then you wouldnt have felt this way. Now i realise i havent done anything you could even put in ur mind, let alone take for granted.

i know it takes pretty hell lot of courage. I need pretty much of that now too.

I'm sorry.

i know u have never thought this form of apology or any statement is worth even a peck of sincerity. What else do u want me to do. This is already the last resort ain't it?








like jl jus said, "Can u pls ask her to give u back your smile?"

bomp


shit i start with stupid words every entry now. anyways

you know nowadays i feel a lot more attached to myself. u know like i feel that i can touch the sky and then get my fingers scalded by the sun. and it feels good to be loved again. wa la la la la.

sorry la. i noe i broke the promise like one day after making it. but i didnt make it voluntarily anyway wad. so no liabilities. and you're not angry too. so everyone's happy. and im just extremely glad that u didnt take his ride. YES as puss as it may seem... im sayin im so freakin happy u didn't. yes im jealous. la la la la la.

and hahahahaahaha He went out with her for dinner and ended up blogging that he had a great day. wahahahahahaha.

i haf no idea why im blogging when i should be sleeping. yea since when i had any idea wad i was doin. so i should go n sleep. Yes im goin to slp NOW so stop nagging already. ASS. LOL. AG. SLT.

It's not easy loving me Yea i agree.
i am such a character
sometimes i dun get a grasp of myself either.
I feel vulnerable
and when i do i keep it to myself.
i feel ecstatic
and when i do i dun show it to the ones who matter too.
So Yes it's not easy loving me
and when u do i let it flow all the way right through.


It's not easy loving you either Yes it is.
you seem happy
i dun have anything to do.
you and your character
i feel i grasp but i dun relate to.
when u want something
never do you say out loud just how u feel.
So Yes it's not easy loving you either
and just as i did i would continue searching my way for you.