ive been NOT in school fer e past two daes... hesitated when e onli thing left to do was to get my ass outta the house. yea... n i totally wasted the two daes at home... slackin n wtchn tv. i dun realli like e idea of wasting what little time we have ALIVE away on some meaningless and absolutely pointless... ... ... stuff. bud ive been doing that fer the past 5years... Tay Xuan has been squandering whatever time that could have been used to do many other influential things in his life... he is not the Tay Xuan i know and he is not the Tay Xuan he was expected to be. Haven't u disappoint enough people already? some not once but twice thrice? dun u ever get tired of asking urself the same questions over and over again... just what the HELL is ur bloody problem? what the fuck were you thinking. Wakeup man... do sumtin to your life while u still can... dun flunk again here... tis time there isn't a way out.

okae it evolved into a self motivating session... n ironically im blogging here when i haf a report due tomorow still freezed at the "newpage" page... yeas... it is lastmin work again...

OHH... lets tok about Project superstar! i haven't said aniting about it ever rite... It is so DRAMA lah... hhaha ok argue that it is e main thing about the whole show... bud still it is so freakshly drama. i liked that sunshine tan girl frm e start... bud she went out like immediately soonafter i declared her the eventual winner. then the Pair of derrick n kelly. they looked to have mass appeal to me... it just dosen't make sense DOES it??? and so therefore if the script is written consistently Chanel and Macy shud b out afterwards... together with William n the soundlikeChenXiaoDongbutiforgothisname guy. YES n the rest would realli be our IDEAL superstars huh... n ironically we... r... voting ... for ... them... .

n e increasingly annoying M1. the guy whu sang jie tuo and iforgotthesonghesangthisround. i m realli beginning to hate him. hha... too strong a word. bud he is irritating lar... he tries to meddle n plae too much with his voice evrytime without fail... n does all e funny tricks to make himself unique eh? yes u hafta be unique... bud they didn't mean uniquely irksome. n im sure e judges had all these vulgarities prepared to be thrown at him bud obviously made to be hold back reluctantly bcos we're on national television.

speaking of judges!! ok... im really beginning to not understand them. especially just now... the girls i tot was gd enuf was rendered bad n e bad ones... given like --"ly high marks.

yes i shouted WTH 3 times in succession. okae... again they r the PROfessioNALS yea... blabla...