dont you wonder why people get emotional and all the silly stuff revolving in your brain only when something happens or certain thoughts sneak in... it dosent justify all the time spent and the memories together. once that stupid strain of thought comes knocking thats it man... everything's gone.

apparently both of us haven't gotten over it and the easy way out would be the obvious one... but things aren't happening the way we want it to and there is simply nothing we can do about it. yeah i know that sucks... and im nt denying anything. it just gets draggy and matters just seem to be neverending. and im tired. U are tired. isnt the simple way out - rest? wouldn't taking a break letting all our minds take that badly needed rest be the easy way out?

if forcing it out because we know we badly want to is the torment meant for every to go through, then where's the pain? we have grown so much since... and if pain fed us, why reject it?

love and bond is something we should always always cherish. it will never go away... because else that wouldnt have been in the first place.





hmm suddenly school's not exactly the BIG GIGANTIC campus we always made it out to be. suddenly rendevous ain't something we want to happen. suddenly things changed and everything's upside down.

live it girl... thats life.
i want to see ur smile as much as u want to see mine. and believe me u dont know how HUGE that desire is.