This sucks. yea ABEL im sorry ur post appeared for only a few hours.

u know im absolutely serious now.
i tell u if i die after tonight im tellin u i was with huiling. u know going to meet somebody in this state is scaring the shit out of me. really... i love who im supposed to love. if ur reading this u know i love u in some way or another. especially those who know they should be loved by me, u know i really do. and i really regret not going to collect my phones now... i love you too!







im going out. haha i noe this is real farkin puss. u haf no idea wads ahead of me in this long long night. be with me. . . . :) . . .