wahhhh... i miss abel!! funny how i have to catch up on her through this blog just like everybody else. still its good to read that everything's ok.

the sun has set and darkness engulfs. i dont mean anything and i jolly well have to agree i made the best choice. Just hang on for awhile, you'll get over it. i'm very sure of that. fuck i really should not be doing this.

Hallucinations. you know what... ironically thats the word to describe everything thats been going on around. maybe everything was a farce, maybe there was no relationship at all, maybe just maybe i do not even exist at all for christ's sake.



people have to learn to back off. absolutely. that includes me, them and you.
just bug off man... some kinda PI or something? you know it speaks a lot for how they see you.