ok... im abit shag now... plus abit of medication drowsiness... and im doin this for maybe the first time...


haha... i just want to tell her i love her a lot... and i mean freakin a lot. i havent been a very vocal person... u know when it comes to expressing my feelings, so im feeling pretty overwhelmed to be doin this. but ANYWAY,

i just want u to know that even though i always say ur very disgusting to write all the mushy mushy stuff on the blog and also the never-will-improve classifications on what to be done only with your boyfriend and not your best friend... i still cherish the fact that you have been and are still here after all these years. yea we have had our ups and downs... but still quite ok lah hor..

i know i am extremely LUCKY FORTUNATE to have u as a friend and i should be GRATEFUL THANKFUL all the time... yes i know ur surprised to noe that. i just somehow think this thing is not goin to turn out like how testimonialodetribute-like as i hope it turns out to be... so pardon me lah i am still learning...

walau... i typed and retyped and retyped i love you abel! over and over again. HA but i still don feel comfortable with that. not that its not ur real name... u don write write my name either so its fair yea...

and i am still very very peeved that u and cq paka to ignore me when it was my turn today... pls hor he was staring ALL THE TIME when i was still queing up. but yea... i noticed the extra symbol on the album... it was err ... yea .. sweet of you... hor...

going off soon... but yea im still happy youre back. at least for now. time to grow up... behave like people of ur age... yeps...

thats about it. stay pretty and cute... and don forget your smile! (yea i noe it will always be there) =)