boring boring boring. how ironic it is that connection at home is down yet im here working and having all the connection in the world that i run out of websites to browse and wish this bloody building catches fire. ok that last exclamation was absolutely irrelevant. i hope i dun get sued for that. (in case it really gets burned down.)

there are so many things in life that u are fated to achieve and so many others u will never get. No matter how donkey hard u try, with all the money in the world, no matter how hard u pray u won't get it. that's life isn't it. and the world seemes to be getting smaller and smaller, that coincidences happen more often than not. and the same kinda stuff repeat themselves and occur again n again n again. And there are people who gets so unfathomable u simply don't know what to do.

there is so much more to life than getting that degree getting the qualifications most desire so much. and the sole purpose for that is to attain that level of living craved for so long, but never thought about why. with that piece of paper and ur name updated into that neverending list of database, u are considered the more educated group of living on this planet. and then it enables to... stand a higher chance of getting picked for a high-end job. and with that appointment, u start all over again trying to comprehend and understand a totally new form of interaction. this is the result of so many years of evolution. how pathetic.

please Singaporeans. take care of ur loved ones. take care of the very person who brought u up. take care of the very origin u came from. you, your skin, your eyes, your mind, your personality, your character, your feelings, your affections, your everything. dun anybody realise the complications behind a freaky & crazy old woman/man, besides the humourous part of it?

life is so dissapointing isn't it. there are the ups & downs there are moments of rejoice. there are moments when u feel so proud of yourself proud of your loved ones and proud of everything that has been achieved by this constant revolving round globe. and there are times when life dissapoints u so bloody much, when all talk of improvisation and being positive are deemed redundant.

seek your own happines. fight for it. that's it?