im finally back online!!!! ha. back online as in back online AT HOME. anyways... its great to hear the msn alerts ringing constantly again, despite what is a very nagging father mr.tay has become.

i seriously need to buck up man... its nt abt wadever admissions anymore. i entered the exam period with such aplomb im seriously, very, very afraid of myself. i dun haf confidence with my knowledge of e sch stuff... no dun get me wrong. i am only confident in my last-min studying skills. so i go into a state of self-denial and refuse to study even though i had it planned all along... right until i felt e pressure and even then, decided to wake up only at 4am to study. and the test is err.... 9? i m going thru this bouts of excitement in pulling all these great escapes off... oh man. how dead can i be.