i dunno if it matters to you.. i jus want to say something up here.

i know ive been rather emotional and complicated these couple of days. u know its just the eruption of whats been lying inside all these while. i had no idea wad implications it would bring about or to what effect it will have on you. i have always been a person of vagueness and undecisiveness when affairs of the heart are involved, and i hate it when im like that. i dun noe how everything is going to pan out or what is goin through your mind after all of my probably, Irresponsible outbursts. Kinda regret doing all the shit ive done. But as you probably know(i hope), i haf rather deep feelings for you which cannot be displaced quite as easy as people think. i haf no idea wads going to happen to me or to you or to any other who could be involved, but i truthfully wish that you would not be affected by my own... wrongdoings. Pls dun upset yourself or brood over what definitely is not worth doing those for. Just go back to yourself and be the smiley face i really really hope to see. A real smile from the bottom of your heart. please...





























i love ya.