u know at times when u simply cannot find a way through things you seemed lost? but the fact that you are finding your way through it means u are already on your way out of this misery, so you are on the right path. always said that avoiding it ain't going to change things, so why not face it? people all do get depressed and lost at times, think of the path you want to take and you wil invariably see the oasis you've been longing for. Easily said huh... u need a companion to see you through tough times, not just on your own. and when ur usual person is not around to tide you through, how easy is it to stand strong? yea find someone else... ofcos you do have more than just one true friend rite? but how easy is it to strike up the understanding you already have.... and how easy it to bring urself to narrate everything thats been torturing yourself all this while.

Life's beautiful... really. you've just got to believe. and let go.












this is for you:

hey hey... how have you been? haha i noe its like retarded since we jus toked like an hour ago. did i ever say how much i appreciate your presence around me when im in the deepest of downs (lol deepest of downs) and doing all you can to try bringing me up. did i say i enjoyed listening to you and your big big theories while seeing you behave in a total contradicting manner. you've been so supportive and cute i dun know wad i've done to deserve you.

HAHA. stop laughing to yourself i noe u are. youve got that beautiful smile and everlasting giggle thats goin to touch so many hearts throughout your life. and behind that smile is this sensible, passionate, deep-thinking, emotional, dedicated, funloving ........... personality i know is the envy of millions.

Thanks ginger! and stop laughing....

haha eh now the fun part, i tell you i think u shud jus keep hanging out with him. its not as if u dun like him lor.... think abt so much for wad, like you dun wanna be with him lidat. i tell you when he starts thinking you are nothing but a clever and smart bitch ... HAHAHA den start crying. u noe i have tons of big big theories waiting. i noe this post is like absolutely redundant and ambiguous. whatever lah...