hollowness felt so deeply you could literally hear your heart waning. and the dumbest of ideas to shut yourself up. no sound could be heard other than your own. no love could be felt. no path to be seen. until now you say u felt the same. until now u say something could have been done. does it matter i ask you. will it change anything anything i ask you. can i have you back..........iaskyou.



i came in when you were having your third shot... i saw your meteoric rise to the dazzling heights you are now. but only now do you lower your head to have that glimpse of me i've been waiting for too long. at least i know now i have a place in there.

yes i MISS you!! don't givmmi anything now.. not now when i've overcome whatever shit you have made me gone through. not now that you want me to go through everything all over again.. first shot everybody could see what you're capable of. second shot you cemented that belief. third shot you brought me into you and matured gorgeously. you grew up. fourth shot you were tired. fifth shot you couldn't take it anymore. sixth shot you gave your very last gasp. seventh shot you did not even bother waving to mi and left. eighth shot you came back with entirely new found meaning and hope. have you ever wondered where i was. im still back at your first cry. i want you back. not the one now. she's somebody else's. i am not expecting anything. all i have are memories. just go... yes i am cruel. but to myself or you iaskyou for the last time.

haa... :)

i don't wanna lose you, i don't wanna use you
just to have somebody by my side.
And i don't wanna hate you, i don't wanna take you
But i don't wanna be the one to cry.
That don't really matter, to anyone anymore
But like a fool i keep losing my place, And i keep saying you walk through that door.

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't trust
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are
Baby sometimes Love just ain't enough.

Now i could never change you, i don't wanna blame you
Baby you don't have to take the fall
Yes i may have hurt you, But i did not desert you
Maybe i just want to have it all
It makes a sound like thunder, It makes me feel like rain
And like a fool who will never see the truth
I keep thinking something's gonna change

And there's no way home, when it's late at night and you're all alone
Are there things that you wanted to say
Do you feel me beside you in your bed
There beside you where i used to lay

And there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And it's sad when you know its your heart they can't touch
There's a reason why people don't stay who they are
Cause baby sometimes Love just ain't enough

Baby sometimes love just ain't enough.