somebodyelse's blog...



~T I R E D~

i'm very tired..
i'm very stressed..
i'm very troubled..
i've not enuff rest..

i need time..
cox it's running out..
i need a shoulder..
cox my tear is flowing out..

my head is spinning..
i can't stop thinking..
i'm not focusing..
cox i'm day dreaming..

tired of thinking of others..
tired of caring for others..
tired of asking so much..
tired of concerning too much..
tired of always giving in..
tired of taken for granted with..

basically.. i'm jux tired.. realli tired.. sometimes jux think that i'm so stupid.. think i'm going crazy.. can even forget i've got a presentaation today.. when tat's the main purpose i went to sch..my mind's not working correctly.. gotta see a doc.. Mmm.. insanity.. laughter is the best medicine.. think it's sold out at the moment..~

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Me: sumtimes u juz sit dere n wonder... y cant u juz let evrytin out... y cant u scold n nag n vent ur frustrations n wadeva... u noe u want to... bud juz cant rite... u juz cant do it... e smile comes on automatically... hahax... it dosen feel good sometimes... bud thats sumtin we have n the others dun realli... :D so cherish.

E: yeah.. perhaps.. tat's the part.. smile.. it's good n bad..who understands..? it's the smile tat pple could see onli..
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hahaha... im alright. i jus wanted to announce to the whole wide world that thought... see how my breed is feeling different from others. you may envy our ability to smile and be happie all d time... bud in actual fact we aren't happie all d time... we LOOK happie all d time. yeps... its just a mere exclamation hahaha... mere. HeE.....