i'm beginning to realise how optimistic i am... as in totally. completely way too optimistic for my own good. im seeing things in an entirely different light from others' perspectives. am i doin myself more harm den good? yes being optimistic is alot better than being pessimistic. being optimistic means having the smile on ur face ALL D TIME. being optimistic means lookin cheerful and no worries. Being optimistic means being lonely and mystic. it means not having somebody to realise ur feeling down. it means hiding your real self behind e mask u have been wearing for so long not on your accord. it means losing control of ur ability to display sad... sorrow... unhappiness.onLy JOY. it means the spending of nights alone when you needed someone to be there like you have been for them. Being optimistic means being the happy fruit(direct trans pls... :p) for everybody. being optimistic means feelin joyyee most of d time and deemed NOT serious.

yes i am serious now. it realli is ..... that those who bring joy and laughter to others are often the ones being neglected. have u ever realised that when somebody is the class clown or joker in ur groups he makes people laugh... but there isn't anybody to make him laugh like u did. that when somebody is alwaes there with the smile to brighten up your day... he is facing all your frowning faces that is dappening his day. have you ever realised that when SOMETIMES you start calling these people who make you laugh NOT serious is because u yourself isn't feelin good like he is and u just plainly ignored the fact that he is feeling good and cannot help it. you don't understand them... u know how reflex it is to smile for us? sometimes you just want to not smile and plainly swear at anybody's face. but no... the :) comes out straight away. see how even a ":)" can change your mood?