im mad!!

oh ya!! Merry Christmas!!!
everybody sae CHRISTMAS!! Merry Christmas!! for some mysterious reason i'm in love with Christmas!! and saying merry christmas. and wearing the hat. and all the white snowy spirit! ok. thats sounds ghostly. Anyway.... it is CHRISTMAS!!

n wai is very noisy. i'm too lazy to go out tmr!! but i need to get presents! omg omg omg...
and i just renamed the Guardian Angel pres exchange to the Devil's Exchange. Muahahhahaa.... think of all the evil and mischieve capable.

ok. i'm typing randomly. freakin hell. lalala. crazy. blardy hell. shit. stupid. im in love with these words right now.

and i came home at 7pm todae?! it is Christmas and i came home this early?????
ok... im a filial boy. i came back to stay home with my parents. hee. yes... Darn.

drunk. ok last night wasn't enough. i think im going to drink again later.
oh yea! last night. what ah... shit i forgot. oh yea... went to watch this stupid show Ice Harvest. ok. it was actually not bad. considering all the strippers and blablabla... NOOO. i mean the plot and stuff and dadeedoo.... yepps. so its actually not bad. then went off and waited for bus. haahahha. n this stupid girl came along... and handed me corona. so i drank. hahahahahaa. tis stupid girl. elynn la. what stupid girl. pple got car got shoes got clothes ok. pple rich hor. although she's still stupid. but she's rich. What car?! car-penter ah... ok not farnie. so elynn saw me!! wah she saw me!! ok. not farnie again. so we went off to drink!!!! but we smart. YES WE ARE SMART. we got brains. o wait... nono. she's stupid. so she didnt have brains. ok. so she borrowed my brain and thought about it and we decided that we are going to bishan and cheers. yes. 75.40 bucks ok. it is alot ok. and we didnt just fall on the ground afta that. we staggered a little... and stammered a little and burped a little... and finally....... CHICKEN LITTlE!! not farnie!!! u asshole!!!! not farnie la!!! stop being so lame!!! stupid. ass. farkin hell. blardyhell. SIAO. hahahahhahaa.

ok so we drank. and then we flew up to blk 286 and knock on 17-92. yes... the door open. bcos i have the key. smart. and she freakin vomitted la!! on her own bag anyway.
so her bag got thrown out of the window. lucky i emptied everything b4 throwing the bag out.
she say thankyou. whahahah. then i showed her whr i emptied her stuff. in the rubbish bin. lalalalala. ok. end of story. she cabbed home after that. i think im already drunk now. think only. dun think so now. but if i just say think only... then cnnt dun think so now le wad. stupid.

haahahahahaa. im going to join superstar man. lidat can see Kelly. bcos i dreamnt of her last night. we were like good friends i htink. then she never put on cosmetics. then we were sitting in some exclusive coffeeshop like those restricted-not-for-public kinda staff canteen. so all celebrities inside. then kelly is laoya kind so she sit at corner nobody care that kind. and we were tokin bout some stuff i forgot. so i should stop. yes. stop. deh-deh-deh-deh... stop liao. wah seh. good man. u stopped. yea. i did. i give u a pat on the back. dunwan. pat is very heavy. what thing?! nothing. ok. good. so bye.yeps... bye.

just so u know im alive.!!

ok so ive been doing everything. haaha i miss YaoHua.!! yes... i noe ur reading this. i miss ur nonsense. aren't u happy that ur actually quite making a lil bit of significance in somebody else's life? like pple actually do notice and feel ur absence. ok... u noe like Dr.Chee is also missed.

lalala.
and worked at that internet shop. ok.
i should not blog abt the boss. HEE. he rocks.
i should not blog abt the job. HEE. it rocks too
ANYWAY. everything rocked la.

and started guitaring. all thanks to cj my fingers are numb most of the day. apart frm the few mins they were on the guitar and prickling pain cured the numbness.

freakin old man... if i ever do miraculously get the fone call to go work again.... BETTER DUN LET ME SEE OR I"LL SMACK THE MILO & NESCAFE CANS ON UR HEAD. THEN IT"LL HANG LIKE WHAT U DID TO THE COMPUTER 2 000 000 times.

i'm saved!!!! at least i think im on the road to being saved already.
haaha this place is full of cobwebs and very plain. and tagboard is stagnant.
and i'm now addicted to nescafe and milo.

and my dear canny. it has nuthin to do with you lar. did u seriously think my depressed state had anything to do with your nonstop visits to sing and play the piano and create noise pollution and be a nuisance to my whole family? haaha. and dun start losing confidence in urself like i am now. WE ARE THE BEST!! we're going to form a duet group and cut 2000 albums and each of them sells 20million worldwide. yes... we are that good. wahaha.

running away to malacca for a 24hr breach. i dun tink its goin to help though. im just obligated to go becos it has been paid n it is 40 bucks.
tis is slowly turning into an outlet of ambiguous ranting. your life is supposed to be YOURS. so keep it that way. yeps...

and blogs are slowly losing its hype. n tags are gettin irrelevant. close it if it seems pointless. i mean gettin anonymous childish comments are like stupid. i mean the comments are stupid. but never poke ur nose into else's business. y be bothered.

im stupid. im dumb. dun u just hate urself being confused and unaware of everything thats goin on inside you. wtf is wrong. really. just wtf?!

i swear im going to get a micPen. or whatever its name. its like by the time i get micro out n get it to record the tune goes POOF!. -gone.

bewildered. messy. struggling. baffled. uncompromising. reluctant. given.