la... HA. dun u jus love the feeling of getting load off your mind. Ba Ni Xin Zhong De Da Shi fang xia le. but since its just ONE of the loads dats off... so its Ba Xin Zhong Hen Duo Da Shi Zhong De Yi Li fang xia le... yeps. okay dats lame. rant all u want.

anyway.... so i still haf all these rocks atop my heart right now. its supposed to giv my heart some exercise and training for it to become stronger wad... if dats e way pple alwaes sae abt life lessons and stuff. okay. dats lame too. RANT all u want.

i still haven finished my exams. i haven found another job so dat i can quit this bloody autistic internet shop thats driving me nuts n making me stale. i haven met my LO. i haven thought abt wad im going to do spending six freakin weeks at MARY CHIA. i haven got that. i havent got this. they aren't rocks man... its a freakin mine.

Roy just made me laugh my balls off. Freakin farnie. HAHaHHAHAHA.

atrocious Atrocious. u have a test at 2pm. u woke up at 8. rched sch at 9. even managed to gleefully order breakfast n eat it while chattingo n d fone. ended up starting to study onli at 10. and freaking hell you are studying for BLAW damnit.

ely is exactly the same. YES you bloody called me at 2am 3 am 4 am. n i didnt wakeup to study? u were doing wad... u were awake but instead u wtched vcd plae game blogged. we're so dead.

im finally back online!!!! ha. back online as in back online AT HOME. anyways... its great to hear the msn alerts ringing constantly again, despite what is a very nagging father mr.tay has become.

i seriously need to buck up man... its nt abt wadever admissions anymore. i entered the exam period with such aplomb im seriously, very, very afraid of myself. i dun haf confidence with my knowledge of e sch stuff... no dun get me wrong. i am only confident in my last-min studying skills. so i go into a state of self-denial and refuse to study even though i had it planned all along... right until i felt e pressure and even then, decided to wake up only at 4am to study. and the test is err.... 9? i m going thru this bouts of excitement in pulling all these great escapes off... oh man. how dead can i be.

你要照顧自己.
Keep ur curiosity in check, dun let it rule over the ever-so-sensible mind of yours.
Do something only when u know it deep down its not dangerous.
Dun be alone. Take really good care of yourself.
Come back if u dun feel comfortable about it.
Do what u have always wanted to.
Stay pretty.
=)

boring boring boring. how ironic it is that connection at home is down yet im here working and having all the connection in the world that i run out of websites to browse and wish this bloody building catches fire. ok that last exclamation was absolutely irrelevant. i hope i dun get sued for that. (in case it really gets burned down.)

there are so many things in life that u are fated to achieve and so many others u will never get. No matter how donkey hard u try, with all the money in the world, no matter how hard u pray u won't get it. that's life isn't it. and the world seemes to be getting smaller and smaller, that coincidences happen more often than not. and the same kinda stuff repeat themselves and occur again n again n again. And there are people who gets so unfathomable u simply don't know what to do.

there is so much more to life than getting that degree getting the qualifications most desire so much. and the sole purpose for that is to attain that level of living craved for so long, but never thought about why. with that piece of paper and ur name updated into that neverending list of database, u are considered the more educated group of living on this planet. and then it enables to... stand a higher chance of getting picked for a high-end job. and with that appointment, u start all over again trying to comprehend and understand a totally new form of interaction. this is the result of so many years of evolution. how pathetic.

please Singaporeans. take care of ur loved ones. take care of the very person who brought u up. take care of the very origin u came from. you, your skin, your eyes, your mind, your personality, your character, your feelings, your affections, your everything. dun anybody realise the complications behind a freaky & crazy old woman/man, besides the humourous part of it?

life is so dissapointing isn't it. there are the ups & downs there are moments of rejoice. there are moments when u feel so proud of yourself proud of your loved ones and proud of everything that has been achieved by this constant revolving round globe. and there are times when life dissapoints u so bloody much, when all talk of improvisation and being positive are deemed redundant.

seek your own happines. fight for it. that's it?

Whenever you're called on to make up your mind,
and you're hampered by not having any,
the best way to solve the dilemma,
you'll find, is simply by spinning a penny.

No - not so that chance shall decide the affair
while you're passively standing there moping;
but the moment the penny is up in the air,
you suddenly know what you're hoping

- Piet Hein


yeps.