yeaa... eh i forgot to say my work's started for close to 2 weeks already. freakin fast...

and then i think its bcos of what i do... i think im not done with working for others just yet eh. it is like i havent really got my grasp of the entire working regime and i dun hav any idea how im goin to start givin others a working experience of my own. so yea... any entrepreneurship waits until im done with this. not just yet at the moment. ha.

let's choose to be inspirational... i think all of us should try to be inspirational whenever we do something. u know at least u inspire yourself and in the meantime maybe inspire others. but of course inspire yourself first. but then again... yea like how she's going to say... people simply think abit too much. you know when the answer's all written over the face, the neck, the hair and whatever parts of the body u can think of... people choose to look for the answers underneath... at the skull, the roots, the blood vessels... tsk you know what i mean again. like for example someone starts to ponder why he/she is in a relationship with the other person and comes up with the reason: he/she is gorgeous. but then they go on and start thinking... BUT HOR he/she got no money leh... and not very caring. then why am i still in this... then a lot of things start to happen snowball. it is because he/she is gorgeous what. thats it lah... thats the reason you are in this. very simply thats the reason and then fullstop. tsk... i noe this whole chunk is abit... incomprehensible.


HECK la... i know what im talking about can already.
i was given direct orders to do what i like in this not long but not very short time i have on earth.

thanks to ngak... he did everything he could to get put me through all the shit again. but its gone lah ah... people at most reminisce...

you know... im not saying anything. i just feel that maybe things could have turned out better if i hadn't behaved like how i used to.. or is still doing (i dont know). Yea... regrets fill my life. regrets FILL ME. though i seriously think its bullshit to say people should live with no regrets. like how the fuck is that possible. all you can do is to live the REST of your life with no regrets. BUT again... you won't ever know whether something is going to turn out to be a "regret" until its over do you...

so yea... girls are a parrt of life that you cant do without, but there are times when you dont want them. like they are so important its really a fuckin chore to incorporate them into your life. yea of course im talking about only certain girls... not ALL girls. thats abit overboard. and certain girls i don mean it in a bad way, i mean it in a good way like only the certain girls who are important to you... yea aiyah u get what i mean.

but

EHH my regrets arent all affairs of the heart la... i know i have plenty of that to reflect on. no Seriously. All the youth-y enthusiasm, they just became... well angst you might say. nothing came out of that. just pure space.

yea eric's right... i probably should start believing in what i want to do myself. why care about the complications of something you want to do, when u havent done it... life's not very long u know... and its not THAT short you cant get anything decent out of it.

whats up with the labels at the bottom man... like got title not enough meh??

anyways... just let me get this off my chest:

Jade Seah is friggin ultimate chio lah... LIKE u noe... just ultimate. yea maybe bcos i got to see her up close... but still she is after all the runnerup for MSU right...

walau i dun care lah somebody better arrange something so that i get to see her again. that time it was just the stupid screen lah... i onli got to look at her pimples for like 3 or 4 times only... ehh i supposed to teach her play game what, i cannot just stare at her face and teach right...






there you go...

abel;traum



what is wrong with these people?
They start the exaggeration, then they call it "loopholes".

Well, that's how it goes so we can't do anything about it can we?

Kennot.

and there i was thinking I was the smart alexis..
then again, at least everybody's safe home.