changed the song to IL Divo's Everytime I Look at you.
i LOVE tis song. so do take time finish listenin to it ehh...
(yea i noe its like opera... it isn't.--")

hha ive been takin quite a lot of time-wasting bustrips recently.. n the time could hav been used on sumtin more productive la... HECK!

i realised something on my way home... i realised how changed ive become.. or rather how distant i am from my trueself. im not living the life i want to. not the sophisticated part of it... im tokin bout personality-wise and what i actually choose to and not to do.
do u noe how much i ENJOY SPORTS. bud it is like i dont do it at all nowadays.
i used to go cycling.. especially night cycling. from bishan to hougang. then to pasir ris. then back all the way to bishan again. i used to do it like once a week average. and i used to play basketball like mad. everyday without fail ill be playin at YCK market. playin wif frens then eventually playin wif other people. also at hougang. cycle afta bb. i used to swim too. i was so passionate about it lar... bud now.. i used to do long runs too.... YEA come to think of it i do quite afew ehh... im doin none now. n ive become so fair so fat so far.
mayb its bcos all e kakis haf gone on... n ive been plain lazy. YES ive been lazy and totally ZERO self-discipline. ive gotta save myself man. im gonna lose my LIFE if tis continues...
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you really did enlighten mi.
u say i dun noe her well enough. I DON'T.
and dats perhaps e onli thing u said thats correct.

u say im not serious about her. I AM.
u say i can't be serious when i look at other PRETTY girls. I CAN.
u say i just want somebody i can love. I DON'T.
u say i should forget about it. I CAN'T
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yea tons of it. bud e thing is... i realli am pretty serious. lookin at other girls does not mean i am not serious about her. and a lay-off period dosen mean i dun care. i just want time... n i think i realli do need time to think about it. is it infatuation or isit something else. time to understand MY situation. time to understand THE situation and time to understand HER situation. it could be indecisiveness... bud i have all along never decided it is the right thing to do. it was forced to happen n dere was nothin i could do about it. i have'nt practised laying out my piorities for a long long time.. i think its time to salvage me and my life.

WAH. ok first n foremost...
i had a dream last nite... i can onli rmb one scene frm it.
the background is like weekiat told me he like qiuling or sumtin lidat. then the scene started... he n qiuling were tokin at e balcony or sum corridor. and at first i mistakenly thought they were holding hands. bud ofcos i said mistakenly. then afta dat i saw wee's hand tryin to reach out fer her's(my view is frm inside a room lookin out at e corridor/balcony). then he was just searching fer her hands behind his back la... cos they were standing at e railings n facing the outside yea. yea n he finally found them then she willingly obliged n they were holding hands. walked out of my viewing range after that.

yes... i hear "UR NuTS" "U SICKO" "DUN THINK SO MUCH" "XING JI SO ZHONG" blablabla...
i admit . im pretty surprised myself. yea... bud i seriously HOPE wad they alwaes sae is true. like how sumtin u rmb so clearly from a dream will never happen. cos i din realli like that feeling when i was recallin the dream. so what am i now...
is it still infatuation... like how dear old Zinger saes?

wad the hell is wrong wif me.
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ohhh i added tis afta e whole entry was written. hha. our dear old ql read dat brinjal entry... tsk.
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ok thats it. just to seperate.

yeps ok the week passed pretty quickly. had the pscm presentation which i totally screwed up fer myself n sadly fer my grp too. i kept goin "Err... thr are some problems with the slides..." n then presented info quite sum way off wads wriiten physically on e screen. anyways... thats outta e way alreadi n so is SSM. i think we did pretty well... compared to e other grp whu presented on e same dae. im jus glad the whole ting's over ... bcos i had my worst experience of doin a grp project. not that e grpmnates were in anyway bad mates.. just that I completely messed stuff up, probably successfully left the worst ever impression on my classmates. lets hope somebody's willing to be my grpmates next time round... YES it is THAT bad.

had a couple of dinners tis week. twice with jas n shupin n wee. oh no.... onli once wif wee. im turning so fat like nobody's business.... IT is nobody's business. its mine. OK. so diet is goin to resume. when did it ever start.... oya steamboat wif hong ydae. went afta e fcbc Spooky Show. it was pretty good... seriously i tink they did a pretty good job. i din like e pastor kong's speech tis year though... wasn't INSPIRING like before. yea i noe im nt christian n im an ass commentin on this.... i m still entitled to my opinions whatsoever. hEE.
saw tis superstarSILVER lookalike at marina... n she was wearin tis top that exposed her canal n she did all e scooping of soup n bbqing so... yea. Hong had an eyefeast... not me. not me. not me.

n i think ive had enough fun already. enough making fun of pple... enough havin fun slackin arnd and enough fun of wastin time away. i think we shud stop havin e pre-mentality of him being a freak or sumting... which i seriously think we do right now. he is just another person. im being an ass like that.
OK so the seemingly impossible mission:GPA4 is goin to commence. ENOUGH FUN.

one fine day.... i realli am goin to rip ur skin off and make it into a carpet. it isnt farnie la... and amazing how widespread that single post has become. it has oni been ONE freakin!%^%!@ DAY.

pls just ignore the previous post... bcos it has obviously been written by somebody else. and i DONT use BLEAH la... onli e stupid brinjal uses it.

i like QIULING!!! i reallie reallie reallie reallie reallie like her!!! i can't help it!!!!!! someone save me!!!!!

bleah~~~~~

ALRIGHT. finally i can get online n make my browser work. i still haf tis stupid adware thing though.... the blockChecker or sumtin like that. whatever. One whole week!!! i had so many things to blog... yea bud e word is had. i forgot n am too lazy to recall.

just e major stuff....
i rmb the VS matter and i rmb meeting up wif stef!! n had absolutely no other affections for her other than being a loooong lost fren. yeps... anyway. lets tok bout e VS matter. seems like awholelot of peeps r askin mi stuff bout wads happening to VS n y im this worked up about it.

yeps... so here it is. the VS entry.

ok the thing happening now is that the present principal has proposed to MOE to turn Victoria School into a co-ed institution, meaning to turn our backs on a 129-year tradition and being the only all-boys government sch in Singapore. And all victorians (bar a extremely minority: bloody Hong yes... im tokin about YOU!) are totally against the idea. So a few of them has come up with an online petition for victorians to show their dissent.

from the petition webbie:

[ About The Petition ]

Disclaimer: This petition was written by an old boy and is entirely his personal opinion. They do not necessarily represent the views of this site and its Admin.
Please take the time to read this.
You should know what you are signing.

Everything written here is factual, and based on input from one of the members of the VAC/VEC, that is, the Victoria Advisory Committee. The basic premise for the switch to Co-ed is to keep VS sustainable, as an academic institution, since you all know we’ve been going down consistently over the last 5 years.

The Need?

An evaluation done by a team of educational specialists predicted academic trends in VS over the last 5 years; apparently the school is on a downward spiral, and ultimately unsustainable. Typical slippery slope argument; our last batch pulled us back from band 3 to band 1 in the rankings, but this has been declared inconclusive evidence of a trend reversal by the VAC. But what is has done is buy us some time. The details on how, when and at what level of detail this prediction was performed at, is currently unknown. Amongst those who did this review are Mr. Ang, Mrs. Chan (principal, VJC, and thus VAC secretary), and experts from Hwa Chong Institution.

The Argument

Mr. Ang posits that we need to bring in girls into the school because 1) girls will raise the academic standard of the school in and of itself (statistically, it is true that girls do better) and 2) bringing girls into the system is the given pre-requisite for IP (integrated program) to continue, or VJC will not accept partnership in IP with VS since it is deemed to be the ‘weaker partner’. This move is supported by Mrs. Chan, who does not support IP with VS, but in her capacity as secretary of the VAC, advocates that we bring in girls into VS anyway because she is concerned for our welfare. Mr. Ang also advocates IP as imperative to keep us sustainable.
The move for Co-Ed is spearheaded by Dr. Ong Chit Chung, Chairman, Victoria School & Victoria Junior College Executive & Advisory Committees, and MP for Jurong GRC. He has also indicated that a joint-IP with TKGS or Cedar (the way TCHS and NYGH are doing IP with HCI) is out of the question and MOE has told us not to interfere with them, because it would be unfair to force them into a union under VIP just so our IP programme can take off.

What we need to do

Hence, the crux of the issue is how to keep VS sustainable academically. The proposal to become a co-ed school is premised upon the evaluation that VS is academically unsustainable.
We posit that we not only need a mass petition to signify to the school administration that there is no ground support for their proposal, but also that we know what the problems with the system are, are what can be done to make VS sustainable ultimately. Be it school culture, teachers, better attitudes or a more efficient administration, speak up.
Hence what we are looking for is a counter-proposal, an evaluation of the problems and how to solve them, to deal with the very roots of the issue. Co-ed is the thing that made us all worked up, but do not lose sight of the chief issue at hand. We need to make it clear that we have a culture to preserve, that it may be intangible but not worth any less than the tangible aspects just because we cannot quantify them. We need to tell those who say they want to preserve and save the school to know that they save nothing if they rob us of identity. Without results we would be Siglap Link secondary; we’re agreed that that’s unacceptable. With results but as another anonymous mixed school, we are nothing.

To all Victorians; you know what is good about and what is wrong with the system. Email comments and ideas to the webmaster. The Review Committee meets within 4-5 weeks time, to discuss the OVA’s official stand on the issue (no statement has been issued so far) if you have something productive to contribute, if you can stand in front of the VAC and tell them why Co-Ed is a mistake, you should let us know. Again, email the webmaster.

Victoria Thy Sons Are We.
(This write-up is written by Lin Hong Xuan, 4C, graduated in 2003)


yeps. ok i wun tok about the feasibility or viability of the proposal. what most victorians are so agitated about is the subsequent consequence it will bring to VS and what it has managed to do in all of its 129 years - to mould her students of boys into men. The VS spirit is in such abundance among victorians of all batches it would be devastating for us to see such treasured be taken away and never passed down. in some way or another any victorian would have witnessed the victorian spirit and sense of brotherhood existing between victorians, be it at the track&field or crosscountry meets the constant cheering the neverending spelling cheer... or respective CCAs at competitions. we are moulded into men of character. it is really... something being a co-ed school can never achieve. we are proud of singing the VS anthem we are proud to be waving Victoria's flag and we are proud and glad we chose Victoria.

i rmb baq when i was in the choir. n during competitions the VS spirit was thr for evryone to see. wrote this when i was using multiply:

i haf alot alot alot of memories about choir... there was e VS spirit... Vs choir is realli sumtin diff... veri difff. sumtin u can't experience anywhere else. nt SPchoir. nt anywhere... i rmb alot... when we got gold at SYF... evrybody jumping arnd. n we did e VScheer in Nanyang(SYF held dere)... every other sch was like lookin at us bud we dun cre... then got into finals. eventually lost to tkgs. n i rmb nelson sayin we did our best n he couldn't have asked for more... we were still happy though... n cheered again outside VCH.(finals held dere). bud it wasnt about the cheering... it was the unity n passion n sense of belonging n e SPIRIT.... two yrs later sweat blood n got gold again... tis time diff. tis time we were d sec4s... we were d ones leading n we got gold(barely)... it was nt success dat strucked mi noe... i juz felt relieved n happy for d choir... n bournemoth trip. went there n trashed CEDAR... thrashed all d english choirs dere... won evry single group we entered. n got best choir of e yr... dat was when i was still in sec1... d first time i felt d SPIRIT. i've been tokin bout d SPIRIT so many times, bet u wondering wad d hell is it rite... dun tink u'll ever noe... its sumting victorians will always haf a memory of... realli miss VSCHOIR....

yeps... we dont want to see evrything vanish. and i want to scold the stupid ANG. ever since he set foot in VS he has been rubbish n nothing else. yeah so he's ranting about how our results are goin downhill... bud i rmb err b4 him. Mr Chia got us into top 10. and the deprovement started after our dear APC came in?? so yea... and he is someone who breaks his own promises. Public enemy no.1

ohhh... n dere was the victorian challenge!! evry four years we would hold tis ting whr victorians would come up with challenges all of us would do. the painting of the old grandstand at geylang bahru was the result of this. it has sadly been painted white by the new occupants. our class did the challenge at new site and we came up with the idea of forming the sch badge with candles. we did it overnite.... n this is it.














i love Victoria.

i forgot wad i wanted to blog!! i rmb i was walking at my bustop i had something to blog about. i rmb walking home in e nite n had something to blog about. i rmb.... lalala i had alot alot so so many things to blog about.... but i forgot evryting. bcos my stupid com couldnt get mi online fer e past two daes... n almost did it just nw... if nt fer my relentless perseverence.

anyways... so blog about stuff i can think of now.
err... i cant think of any though. except fer stuff we toked about at istana park... all e goin baq to e past n re-enactment of evryting.

n i thought of you. i thought of too much too many.... n im beginning to miss you. u better dun let mi see u again... its gonna be head over heels all over ...

i tot sparkling gel was to make your face sparkle... not suntanning. hhe..

yeps. ehhh i dun realli like the surveyor job. ive lost evry ounce of interest and motivation i had on e first dae. i dun like the taking chances and relentless begging. i dun like the known fact of deceiving both myself and the surveyee... (surveyee is nt correct i noe... ohhh n leehom was sayin they are called idiots bcos they did e survey). was reading pq's blog... i tink she knocked sense into mi. n leehom ydae asked if i was one of those irritating pple at orchard. n i had to sae yes... like then i realised i was doin evrytin i felt irritating. im doin wad i hated others to do and im goin against morals. geez. yea... i dun wana do this anymore. im going to quit.


i think im goin to become a taxi driver when i retire. bcos i like e smell of e taxi we took just now. ok... mayb i shud work in that air purifier company. anyways... its decided. going australia fer bungy jumping.... also thailand backpack. n cruise... i need to save from now on.


yea cabbed home just now. from orchard. hha.... we were so pathetic just now. can u imagine packing BK to paragon... eat outside sushi-tae on a bench.?? yea... we freakin did that just now... la-la-la. ohhh... n i tink im opening a pub next time. bud first... i need a new job.

i so wana sing right now. i want a kbox room in my house...

ohh... n derrick got eliminated. his exit is by far the most touching one... n perhaps the most sincere n real?? ohhh n did u see how Xinhui and Kelly were hugging n jumping arnd when Xinhui was announced to have made it through... n then the brief hug with silver. i think silver herself is glad that she got eliminated. atleast she need'nt have to go thru e competition alone. she seems to have little friends since the semifinals. maybe bcos the other xingji zhong people did not haf e looks she had to carry them thru... n mum said she sounded arrogant durin the eliminated interview. hha... she can sound arrogant in any way she likes... shes -gone- anyway.
hmm... we're facing the possibility that our very first JueDui Superstar could be WeiLian. im not realli discriminating the handicapped... or maybe i am. but the thing is... i reallie dun wan to see him crowned superstar. i noe its mean i noe its not desirable... n im not goin to heaven just by the thought itself. but i seriously wished derrick instead of him would have made it through. i didnt catch last nite's performance though.......

anyways. enough of superstar.
i cant believe i finished two reports n a ppt presentation in one night. hhaha... i haf a sense of achievement. bud i dun like myself... my role in tis year's class. im not being myself here... like why i dun noe. i missed meetings and seems like on my way to being a freerider. and that stupid gay.... yesh it sounds fun and kinda interesting cos it was quite unthinkable that this would actually happen. bud im gettin tired of it.... n im gettin real tired of his face... his way of talking... his smile... his specs... his sitting posture... HIM. Can You please leave me alone... can you please get out of my sight. yes... i mean it. GET OUT of my SIGHT. im sorry... bud u realli realli realli IRRITATE me. you better dun let mi see u in sch later.... which i probably will...- -". just fark off.... seriously. FUCK OFF.

frankly... one more day of this.... the next time i see you and ur stupid face im going to give you two middle fingers and smash ur face into YOUR lunch. and please return me MY yearbook. yes... in case u forget.... MINE. im nt being petty... its just YOU. yes you PI YAN.

came baq from the surveyor thing.... i m super tired. n i m super busy.... i m sortof busy. im supposed to have completed UCCD n ECM report by tmr... okies. TODAE. bud my whole body is aching and my feet are screaming fer a massage.!!! yea... MASSAGE!! MASSAGE!!

do u hear that? ok... i m lame.

anyways... the job pays like quite averagely bud e thing is u get to earn more if u work more. so im like quite inclined to continue even though its pretty hard work. yeps... n one more thing. do u noe wad that weirdo did todae.... he sprang into the seat in front of mi out of nowhere... stared n farking said these unbelievable stuff.. : Wo Xiang Zhao Yi Tian Wo Yao4 Yao1 Qing Ni Lai Wo Jia.

what the fark...

it is like i dun mind if err the likes of Qiuling or Mindy or whichever chiobu i haf identified in sch to come up to mi n sae these stuff..... bud it is so irritatingly that AH. yea... in how he so happily calls himself... PI YAN.

__ n he added mi on msn. sent mi an sms. borrowed my yearbook. suan-ed mi.

he is so going to die.

do u noe like how many pple dislike him... n its err hha quite fun to see so many pple blogging about him. not that so many pple r blogging bcos they dislike him... its like how he is generating so much attention from pple... OK i dun think im goin to heaven now.

n thinking of it i had such a friend once. maybe he ain't this disliked lar... bcos i rmb a couple others told mi they found him quite ok back then. anyway... yea i had such a fren. n i became his pretty good buddy. n pple were askin n askin... like how i could be such good frens with him... how do i even tolerate hanging arnd with him around... how frankly, i CAN accept him so friendly-ly. he was tis realli spoilt brat(im nt sayin he isnt now im jus sayin he was baq then)... n evrytin about him was so arrogant n irritating. n pple were so disgusted by him... n i haf tis fren up till now still refuses to even be within 100metres of him. lol... yeps. bud i think the thing to do is to stay away if u really cannot stand yh. n if u can.... try to understand him lar... maybe at first u would gradually find him more n more irksome.... bud just try bearing with it eh? or tick him off....
i did with my fren back then... when we sortof got to know ech other more i started tellin him what pple r sayin like in the face... i duno whether that helped. bud i did not find him to be that intolerable... n even tried talking pple into accepting him... yea. . .

ANYWAYS

went kbox-ing ydae!! hha... yeps with e clique n yh. hha... they were like screaming about the era he chose his songs from... cos they were all oldies, realli out of reach to them. bud i could sing them !!! eh-heh.... probably bcos i started listening to stuff realli young n wahahahha maybe im gifted! nmind.... n i think we were super mean to him. like half of his songs got cancelled some reason or another... Jas n shupin(Hi!) said i was suaning him nine outta ten sentences when on our way thr... tsk. ok... maybe i did. im goin to cut down... im goin to restrain...

now... i did the exact same thing back then!!!! i also suan-ed that friend in front of him... n pathetically behind him too. n i rmb hong sayin im a fake fren bcos i befriend him and then tok bad with the others about him behind his back. o wait... i nid to go strikeout the anyways upstairs bcos im baq at tis topic again.
yea... we sortof stayed outta contact fer quite some time alreadi lar. bcos i couldnt quite stand him more n more... not his daily antics bud his attitude n mentality. how he complains about his mother n how he treats her n stuff.... dun quite wana tok bout that. yea... n i found myself more n more prone to zhan-ing ta de pian yi bcos he was err.... AIYAH! i jus wanted to stop zhan-ning him lar... yea so n one dae i duno why scolded him like crazy... ticked him off real hard. he subsequently scolded mi back.... n lemmi tell u he realli is so pathetic bcos i dun think he himself knows wad he was scolding about... it made absolutely no sense totally irrelevant n incoherent. yeps... i jus felt like wrting all that down. hha... o shit!! i think he reads tis blog... .. ... .... ... ... ... heck. written so much alreadi.

todae is national dae!! let's wish Singapore a Happi Bdae !!!!

yay...

ohh... n i duno heard from where or who... : asked tis person why tis person dosent smile that much... he said because whenever im smiling, dere is somebody else who will be frowning, crying, hurt.

sounded true at first... bcos it is like when we smile it is bcos we're laughing at a joke... laughing at somebody... blabla. bud thr r times when we can be happy bcos thr is sumtin to be happi about? like a good harvest.... erm ? ? . ok i duno wad im tokin about. o wait... bud even if u haf a good harvest, thr wudb somebody w/o one... so u realli shudnt be happi.... OMG. forget it.

im so bloody fullllllllll!!!!! i drank 3 cups of bubble tea n 1large sprite... dat is realli ALOT. the bubble tea was meant for shuFen lar... she was workin in j8 n i saw her... n decided to do her e favour of buyin bubble tea fer her entire Giordano outlet staff. Hong n I wanted to drug all e drinks lar... then Giordano wudb w/o staff and pple can simply go in grab anyting they want. anyway... we bought tis TOMYAM bubble tea fer her... hha EXOTIC flavour.. the auntie invented tis combi... n it was suposed to taste great. lalala... we ended up havin to finish e stupid ting ourselves.. ok lar in fact it was ME whu finished the ting.. it wasn't sour not spicy ... it was sweet - - ". n it sucked ...
speakin of sucky stuff... sevenswords is also sucky lar!! it realli is sucky... i didn't like e pace of the movie.. n the storyline was err... average at best. no flashy special effects n Leon lai's acting is gettin frm bad to worse. the bad guy was farnie though....
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Ta Men Yong De Shi Shen Me Wu Qi?

Jian.
Shen Me??!! Qi Ba Jian?! ........... whacks the poor messenger wid the guitar. ok it was the PiPa.

hhahahha.
ok now makin up on all e missing entries. o wait... i haf alot of stuff to make up!! ok... im not making up fer the last one... n nt writin bout e chalet. i din realli enjoy e chalet as much...yea.

ANYWAYS...

ydae was fun. went to meet kelvin to plae pool afta sch. i went without a single cent lar!!! no... i had one.. two.. three................15cents. yea so i went to plae pool wif 15cents... ohh!! huat was supposed to come along wid mi bud bcos our dear kelv could onli *theoretically* make it earliest at 2 so he went instead to jP. kelv made it onli at 230 la... btw.

afta dat... met up wif jas n shupin n wenyi n peiqi. e latter two went to perm their hair into the taitai style. costs a whopping 150+ leh... i can never ever part wif that kinda money. yeps... anyway while they were busy perming their hair... the 3ofus roamed the strts of orchard. went to Heerens then to places lar... n there was tis err... Glass Enclosure at e top of Paragon. we sat thr fer awhile... it realli was an enclosure!! we were like sum freak animals sittin inside and pple were seriously staring at us from outside. realli... ... until e security came chasing us out. claiming it was TRESPASSING. halo... its so lame lar... n like pple kept comin in to smoke?? n he looked more like the zookeeper than a security guard. o erm.... zookeepers generally do look like security guards. i meant his uniform looked like one... no come to think of it his looked like that of a janitor. . . wadever la. la. la. la.

okies... now about the farnie inlove thing. i dun realli noe how to put it.. i guess im realli persistent when it comes to stuff like that? it is like... until... the... day... i... see that she has a partner i wun realli giveup. not giveup like the siChanLanDa kind... the kind that sumhow still have that lil tingling feel in ur heart. yea... n that day when we finaly started e conversation on the issue... she sounded realli suggestive. yea... maybe its me... ithink too much anyway. yea... she sounded quite suggestive bud in e end it still was... err not that positive. yea... n paul was here that dae peeping at my chatlogs... he said when she wrote sumtin like thr wun be any result if u con't likin mi.. she meant if im goin to onli like her n do nuthing, nothing is going to happen. . . so u see it reallie isnt my fault i think too much. n i still haf no idea how people could guess their way to figure out i liked her... it wasnt obvious lar!! i swear it wasnt... ohh yea n she asked mi to stop. i dunnoe how to ...? hw can u just stop bcos u want it to stop... like i want the earth to stop spinning or drop mi a couple of millions rite now it wont lar... i cant stop.
hai...

oh god!! can u like take tis piece of memory outta my brain??? n pls replace it wif a new one... my pc is oredi lousier than most... i dunwan my brain to haf less disk space too... crap.
err bud frankly... wud i want to erase it if i had e chance to? i mean would you want to do that... bcos it still is sumtin u could rmb fer e rest of ur life... ok maybe not e rest of ur life bud fer quite some time isnt it... n e last thing u want is to... erase the ting. n fall in love with her all over again...! hha...

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i duno wads wrong with me. seriously... i've never had tis kinda SADNESS engulf mi like it is right now... n i frankly wana cry all my tears out. ok maybe there was once back like two years ago i had tis shit before. yea baq when she announced it.
i think im breaking down and i am fallin apart... i seriously am fallin apart... my mind isnt working and all so many issues hovering arnd my head...











i am so tired. i am so sick. i am so speechless....              i am so i think i am ... in love.
shit.