u just cant relate to "Her remains"... and a contract

you know life just comes crashing unpredictable when everything was just going on fine.


i asked Eh you going back for the final day?
she said No. i dont want to see life torturing everybody else too.



.dub.

haha...haha...ha...hahaha...hahahahaha...ha...haha

thr's been some cool shit goin on in my life. it is so cool...
i am freezing.

i want you i want you i want you

she's mine

whatever it is... no point getting all gloomy. So i should be feeling all relaxed since everything's over isnt it?


I AM THE HAPPY ONE... LA LA LA LA LA--- LA LA LA LA!

hahahaha lol thats supposed to go by the tune of some xmas carol i forgot the name
tis the season to be jolly... lalalalalalalalala

2007 marks the end of poly and a host of problems. at least it seems so now. maybe i shud be more focused. what else is there to believe in life other than music?! : )

wahhhh... i miss abel!! funny how i have to catch up on her through this blog just like everybody else. still its good to read that everything's ok.

the sun has set and darkness engulfs. i dont mean anything and i jolly well have to agree i made the best choice. Just hang on for awhile, you'll get over it. i'm very sure of that. fuck i really should not be doing this.

Hallucinations. you know what... ironically thats the word to describe everything thats been going on around. maybe everything was a farce, maybe there was no relationship at all, maybe just maybe i do not even exist at all for christ's sake.



people have to learn to back off. absolutely. that includes me, them and you.
just bug off man... some kinda PI or something? you know it speaks a lot for how they see you.

abel; abelish



My my... it's been awhile.

Haven't written anything just yet to match this boy's fanciful intrusion of the human mind. I can write something abelish though. =)

It's been awhile since we had our usual gathering and reflecting on our past year's accomplishments. I didn't have that much to say this time round, though i thought the aftermath was essential. Let's leave the heavy matters to the boy who also owns this page...

The initial excitement of playing wooden blocks of tic tac toe wore off after 4 rounds. I hope the person who got my thermal flask would find more mileage than 3 minutes.
How was Christmas for the rest of you? Merry? Uneventful?

that day on msn, a friend whom i've not met for months asked the customary "How are you?". Such a simple question. But i felt a little stumped.
Things ARE ok. Sometimes it just takes some time to realise that.

Time flies, with this tremendous pair of wings; just like the eagle. It cuts through you so finely, you dont know how it happened. So people do grow up don't they... you start thinking about something and then after a while you realise Hey i am getting mature man... Sa Crap.

Ups and downs... Lefts and rights... c'mon seriously, nobody likes making decisions with results they are unsure of. why am i any different... when i do not know what's going to happen, i take the step that i know will make some other being happy. that's the very least i can do isn't it? So now i just want her to be happy... dosen't it look simple enough.




Miss elynn koh is somebody i have mistaken about, a person i have the utmost gratitude for. Sometimes it just gets cloudy and all, regardlessly;

she just deserves to be happy. simple as that.