OK. my blog is probably so popular that everybody reads it. even those at cmpb. because the very next day after i posted the last post i got a call from them. yes. the blog is bloody widespread can. BUT HOR nobody tags. actually the board is so LOK-KOK most people cant tag on it... me too.

anyways

So when i got the call i was freakin excited. u know the prospect of cutting short a 6month abandonment to just one week is ultimately way too cool. but then an hour later everything just sets in and I WAS FREAKIN SAD. ha.

i have to meet every single friend in one week before what i expect to be two freakin basket years when u'll probably have all your friends move down two notches in terms of acquaintanceship. Somebody save me...


BUT NO. STOP. if ur from cmpb. DO NOT POSTPONE ME AGAIN. PLS.

OK... lets do this quick before the labtop dies on me again.


Can someone pls tell me what to do with myself for the next 6 months? No, not work. Out.
Bcos i simply have no idea why i need to be thinking about what to do when all the others just sit and wait for the military guys to usher them into camp! SOMEBODY... cmpb... HALO...


Anyways, watched Pirates and Jack was missing! He wasnt there for a good portion of the show so... its saving grace became Keira Knightley. freakin hot for a tomboy...

So ive been doin quite simply nothing for the past three weeks. Went on Boliao night trips FOUR freakin times. Watched a dozen movies. Went on live bands hunt. Effectively turned the bio clock upside down.

I'm going to do the current thing on trish's blog one of these days. All the Dear @ ....
That is when i get my hands on a working piece of metal crap.

First up...

Graduation is gone, and i didnt make it. Well i didn't want to make it. But somehow there was this mysterious force nudging me to go as it drew closer. But then, i still didnt make it. So if i dont go up on stage then i might as well not go to school at all. In the end it all proved to be a BIG mistake, that im getting emo bouts once in a while now.


Next up...

This is a black black may. It really is. It didnt happen to me directly, but still there were pangs of sadness when news broke one by one. It really goes out to Eric. But knowing him well enough, he's more than capable of getting this out of the system. in truth, condolences should be for the loved ones. well...


Finally...

There was this person in my life once, and for a very long time. But now that she's gone, i hope every single thing goes well for her. Seriously, i dont want her to be gone but not everything's within your control. Anyway, this person needs to know: News is seeping through, so get something done before history repeats!

i probably should not be telling her things. It was my mouth that got me into trouble.

Yea so everyday's kinda boring ever since i had nothing to do. Well i have something to do but i dont really know how to go about accomplishing it.

So losing someone isnt all that a big deal after all.

This has to end abruptly bcos im off to banging against the wall.

i wish i could be the one

i wish the night never took place

i wish things would go back as it used to be

i wish i cherished even more the time i had with

i wish we never got tangled this deeply

i wish i could forgive you like you did

i wish words could be taken back

i wish i love you



i wish you take care of yourself; stefanie

I was feeling rather happy today, but then i was feeling kinda sad too...

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there were times when i thought i could do almost anything, then i think nobody does everything...

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Sometimes i feel loved, some other times i feel empty.

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My wallet was filled with notes and my mouth was smiling wide, then i went HaHa and thought to myself So What?







i guess thats the balance of life.