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i got my voice back!! now i can croak all i want. and ive gotten rid of all the shadows. yea!!!!

ok. so i went somewhere i forgot on friday. ohh!! Hong. yeps. i rmb now.
and on sat the music clinic thing. saw magdalene there. and the funniest of all FANG ZHONG HUA la... wahahhahaa im still laughing now. he's so freakin crap. n saw peter too. damn i wanted to sign up man... BUT im penniless. hai.
went singing after that. n i realised i found both voices back. Hee...

and i totally screwed up sunday. left wallet in dam's car n he left for work just like that. asshole. and ely couldnt wait to see her bf. so she went off just like that too. ass.
ok. so it was my fault for dropping the wallet.

ok. i am stupid. i cant get this after 5mins of thinking n reading. you'll get it if u do it in alternative ways but I cant get it using that calculation method!!!! someone save me!!! i am bothered by this stupid thing. hahaha


Three men went to a motel. The motel manager said a room cost $30, so each man put up $10 and went to their room. A little while later the manager realized the room was only $25, so he sent the bellhop back to the three guys' room with $5. On the way to the room the bellhop couldn't figure out how to split the $5 between the 3 men, so he gave each one of them $1 and he kept the other $2.

This meant that the 3 men paid $9 each for the room for a total of $27. Add the $2 that the bellhop kept = $29.

Where did the other dollar go?

hahahahaha.
when u get blown away by something you will never understand why and there would never be a reason why.
yes shut up if you're going to sae i would never get blown away or u will definitely not understand it if i ever got blown away. u noe wad i mean so shut up.haha.
ok so everything's done and everyone concerned should shutup and forget. i seriously do mean shut up and forget. even when there's nobody around. if you do understand what the hell im writing about then you are the ones i am talking about. remember to shutup and forget.

lets all be friends and live happily ever after. the world is a beautiful place and life's fascinating.

i think my hair is going to start falling.
went over to grandma's house to pass an accounting textbook to my cousin. yes. he is i-THINK-if-not-wrong working in SAF. yea n he wants a textbook - -" .fine. xue dao lao har... n i was home pretty early... like 6 plus. so i kinda cheated sayin i was thr n couldnt make it. wadever la. dosen matter.
n the medication is terrible. i feel drowsy ALL THE TIME. n i need a job. fast. n i probably need a financial planner too. YEA... to deal with my billions n billions of wealth.

and is thr even the possibility of getting somebody online now. i don like the present state of staring at a whole group list of red icons.
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i think jj's right. u probably didnt read my post. im telling you again... I AM SORRY. n i feel that way even more now. i didnt know n i couldnt react. n i shouldnt have said those things when i should have been listening. im sorry. i really am sorry. ive always said apologies wun help "physically" so its quite enough.
can you pls talk to me... im nt askin u to forget those ive said. because they have been said. just know that i want to do something and let me do it. i know whats happening. n we both know what happened. let something end... the path is too illustrious for it to abruptly come to a halt.


sorry.

boo loo boo loo boo loo. i think im mad. im doin things totally nt the way i want to.
first i refused to go out when ive already promised JJ to IMM. ok partly bcos i was sick. YES ive been down wif tis bout of flu n sore throat for 2 freakin weeks. bud that was nt e reason.
Then i sumhow met up and asked her to get out of my life. no... actually this happened before the pangseh incident. yea... so i got e sequence wrong. anyway... yea i told her to get out of my life. i AM regretting it now. i mean with who's permission did i do that for?? n of course she cried. and left after a "i'm sorry."
this time please read this:

SORRY. i didnt mean what i said.

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Stefanie n JJ won like how many awards that nite? they are good... bud yea its alil too much for them to sweep everything like a vacuum cleaner. u could see the shock on both their faces when JJ was named best male singer. hahahahahaha. lets hope it happens in taiwan.

yeps n i agree its wonderful to see sooo many pple who reallie do love music. n singaporeans are increasingly influential. it was already obvious a few years baq but to see it happening is all e more important eh...
call me gay. bud i still am goin to say... i think it is absolutely mesmerising when somebody plays the piano n sing. be it male or female. i was totally impressed by leehom baq then and now JJ. yeps... not the guitar or any other instruments. it must be the Piano. n a grand piano it must be. the aura of talent.

siao.

im finally back home frm e wake... and i seriously badly want to get out of my house. n wtf is everybody busy wif...

19 calls... zero YES.


Kelv - obsessed wif MSN Nudge technology, refuse to sign out.
elynn - pat tor
jean - studying... when she has alreadi graduated. - -"

suddenly i rmb they are at jervin's house.

shupin - totally into the idea that i'm not alright n is crying. claims she is drenched.
jervin - sleepy n still drooling over Surumi
Wee - ignores my calls. u ass...
Jasmine - following suit n deliberately turning off phone so that i can't disturb the two of them.

JJ - pressed call n cancelled almost immediately. i will wakeup in africa tmr if he says yes.
jasmine - busy scolding somebody n promised to call back 200yrs ago.
ben - alreadi partying off bud cuts off b4 he tells mi whr the hell he is.
florence - she's a bitch totally. u ass... lol
darius - attending dinner function
stef - flying, inconsiderate passenger.
jeremy - gaming
samantha - going swimming, yes n i bought that.
johnny - already waiting in frnt of tv for ManU match
joseph - also waiting, but he wants them to lose.
leonard - leonard is a bastard.
sylvia - not in singapore.

come on!! somebody has to be free rite! i just rmbed our dear leeHong. nmind...
u noe if ur name is up thr... u shud feel guilty. bcos tmr mornin, take a look at ur fone n u'll probably see an sms informing u abt a boy almost 18 who jumped off 17 storeys.

yall r cheekos !! feekos!! hai... y do i feel depressed. i mean seriously. nt e "DEPRESSED" on the adboards at bustops... just depressed. ok. its the same thing. bud a lot milder. n i do mean A LOT. thr is nothing majorly wrong wif me u nid to worry abt. yeps...