i freakin haf no life. eh im nt supposed to be in school on a saturday afternoon leh.

im goin to kill that farkin guy who cut my freakin hair. i always end up gettin haircuts screwed up don't i. i went in... told him my hair is too bulky. he said... OK. then i said i want the front because i want to cover my forehead. no problem. then he freakin ended up like this. u go n die la... and im goin to die with you.

and she's all so pretty... whaha

aiyah yah yah yah.... die ah die. im starting to think life is freakin short and there really isnt much time left for us to totally enjoy it. ive spent 18 years doing NOTHING. at least when u think about what u've done in these 18 minute-like years to put on ur tombstone... my mind's a blank ah
!!!


BLANK.

i want to make alot of money. i seriously do.
and i love music. i love singing. i love R.I.T.T.

and i love being somebody u said deserves to be cherished. but i dun want us being intangibles. i finally know ur intentions. Thanks... and i really am scared.

Lead the way and Move on. please.

dont you wonder why people get emotional and all the silly stuff revolving in your brain only when something happens or certain thoughts sneak in... it dosent justify all the time spent and the memories together. once that stupid strain of thought comes knocking thats it man... everything's gone.

apparently both of us haven't gotten over it and the easy way out would be the obvious one... but things aren't happening the way we want it to and there is simply nothing we can do about it. yeah i know that sucks... and im nt denying anything. it just gets draggy and matters just seem to be neverending. and im tired. U are tired. isnt the simple way out - rest? wouldn't taking a break letting all our minds take that badly needed rest be the easy way out?

if forcing it out because we know we badly want to is the torment meant for every to go through, then where's the pain? we have grown so much since... and if pain fed us, why reject it?

love and bond is something we should always always cherish. it will never go away... because else that wouldnt have been in the first place.





hmm suddenly school's not exactly the BIG GIGANTIC campus we always made it out to be. suddenly rendevous ain't something we want to happen. suddenly things changed and everything's upside down.

live it girl... thats life.
i want to see ur smile as much as u want to see mine. and believe me u dont know how HUGE that desire is.

blog...

my card faulted for the 3rd time. and spent ydae night at some playground in the middle of ecpark. we were walking and talking and the rain decided to join in. bloody hell... so we ran to the nearest shelter. so we cont'd the talking bla everything and ended up spending the night in that lil square. yea ris and lynn both got flu.

freakin Kelv is closing the shop. i cant blog anymore. ASS. phua---ASS. i haf no idea wad it means. FOLLOW-THE-CROWD


ris, we're always here for you. no matter wad happens btwn lynn & me you know we'll be here.