i so wana sing right now. i want a kbox room in my house...

ohh... n derrick got eliminated. his exit is by far the most touching one... n perhaps the most sincere n real?? ohhh n did u see how Xinhui and Kelly were hugging n jumping arnd when Xinhui was announced to have made it through... n then the brief hug with silver. i think silver herself is glad that she got eliminated. atleast she need'nt have to go thru e competition alone. she seems to have little friends since the semifinals. maybe bcos the other xingji zhong people did not haf e looks she had to carry them thru... n mum said she sounded arrogant durin the eliminated interview. hha... she can sound arrogant in any way she likes... shes -gone- anyway.
hmm... we're facing the possibility that our very first JueDui Superstar could be WeiLian. im not realli discriminating the handicapped... or maybe i am. but the thing is... i reallie dun wan to see him crowned superstar. i noe its mean i noe its not desirable... n im not goin to heaven just by the thought itself. but i seriously wished derrick instead of him would have made it through. i didnt catch last nite's performance though.......

anyways. enough of superstar.
i cant believe i finished two reports n a ppt presentation in one night. hhaha... i haf a sense of achievement. bud i dun like myself... my role in tis year's class. im not being myself here... like why i dun noe. i missed meetings and seems like on my way to being a freerider. and that stupid gay.... yesh it sounds fun and kinda interesting cos it was quite unthinkable that this would actually happen. bud im gettin tired of it.... n im gettin real tired of his face... his way of talking... his smile... his specs... his sitting posture... HIM. Can You please leave me alone... can you please get out of my sight. yes... i mean it. GET OUT of my SIGHT. im sorry... bud u realli realli realli IRRITATE me. you better dun let mi see u in sch later.... which i probably will...- -". just fark off.... seriously. FUCK OFF.

frankly... one more day of this.... the next time i see you and ur stupid face im going to give you two middle fingers and smash ur face into YOUR lunch. and please return me MY yearbook. yes... in case u forget.... MINE. im nt being petty... its just YOU. yes you PI YAN.