i duno wads wrong with me. seriously... i've never had tis kinda SADNESS engulf mi like it is right now... n i frankly wana cry all my tears out. ok maybe there was once back like two years ago i had tis shit before. yea baq when she announced it.
i think im breaking down and i am fallin apart... i seriously am fallin apart... my mind isnt working and all so many issues hovering arnd my head...











i am so tired. i am so sick. i am so speechless....              i am so i think i am ... in love.
shit.